The move back home was a karmic cleansing

My meditations were the nectar my soul fed from. the duality of the 3rd dimension and work had to merge with my meditation practices. I was walking and dreaming awake in both worlds. Ganpati I did early in the morning around 4 am before I would train some one at the gym. I also taught my yoga classes . When I was sick I still did my Ganpati Kriya even if it meant laying down on pillows periodically do deal with my weakness from sickness. I got around with no problem, and eventually my car was done . My grandmother then let me use her car. My grandmothers house became my walled garden a safe haven away from the cruel world. I also worked at my Dads bait and tackle shop and cleaned basements for a cleaning service.Nothing was perfect except I had become in the constant flow of the river. Even had yoga camp ~  would do my meditations before sadhana and during the White Tantric breaks.