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Monday, October 4, 2010

CD RELEASE of GANPATI MANTRA

We released the Ganpati CD at the White Tantric yoga in Knoxville TN, USA this weekend. You want a personal CD copyhttp://sonictonic.bandcamp.com/.Ganpati Mantra with Bolero orchestral piece. It knocks your socks off, very powerful ,however it starts out soft and builds up to a grand finally.I love you and this is the Mantra of Creation for me, I hope you can manifest the same Virtue from it that I have.
SUBAGH

Sunday, August 8, 2010

Gaze at the clouds, looking and watching at clouds/ Elephants

Elephants and clouds have something in common. And some say the Elephants created the clouds.Like clouds you are always in the state of Metamorphosis . From the form to the formless. One day listening the Ganpati mantra CD (that I'm working on) I stopped , parked the car, Rama had fallen asleep in his car seat . I looked up at the clouds and saw the The Ganesha , he had one leg up in easy pose and one leg down. It was brief, and amazing. I have always been fascinated with clouds, even as a child.

Tuesday, August 3, 2010

How I got this Kriya/ A awesome being/Teacher Sat Jiwan Singh

I was 8 miles up a Mountain in New Mexico at a Summer Solstice Kundalini Yoga Camp.I had joined the Security Team as my Karma yoga and met a lot of wonderful human beings.I was kinda fearful at first, and fearful of the process.Sat Jiwan Singh was a very experienced teacher. Very Patient and Empathetic man, with excellent mannerisms and carried around a raibow colored umbrella~ its hot on a desert mountain.We were White Tantric partners twice, and worked together very well on Security.He reminded me of a sikh Sean Connery. Little did I know at the time he would have a huge impact on my life.He would give me a tool~a kriya~ that would change me forever.(Song of the Sacred Gong)~Sat Jiwan Singh

Saturday, July 31, 2010

pulling the navel in on HUNG

Be sure and pull the navel in on the last part of the mantra "Hung"
I will be releasing a musical version soon , finally~ stay up~ keep up and you will be kept up~ YB
I did this Ganpati Kriya for 40 days for 11 to 15 min before deciding to progress to the full 31 min

Wednesday, July 28, 2010

Other Meditations I did along with Ganpati to = 62 min or 2 1/2 hours

The Kriya for Effective Communication~ This gives you gupt gyan shakti~ Secret knowledge of the power of word to penetrate. 





Meditation to Melt Negativity
Dhrib Dhristi Lochina Kriya

I knew when I practiced for at least 62 min it would merge my shadow mind with my positive and neutral mind. Making it so much easier to handle every situation that came my way in a clear and present and lets not forget get neutral way . I worked, and I also practiced meditations and kriyas , they are spiritual glue and nectar for mind.Meditations/Kriya~ The anchor on a big ego ship in a vast and dark ocean. It takes something powerful to put a window in the mind to see the seat of the soul and take that seat~ it's the real game show not TV. Bhajans, spiritual music can do this as well. Be in your heart with yourself , be in your heart with other beings, and you will never stand alone~ Devotion~turn emotion into DEVOTIONAL LOVE IN PURE PRESENT ACTION.


`Sat Kriya
Subagh Kriya


Many more.......................................

Doing this meditation/ Kriya with others

In the early days I did this Kriya with one friend and fell out ~ when we closed it out~ I left my body~ she said " hey dude, dude" I sat up and said " i'm here, I'm ok" 
Wow

I did this Kriya with my boss (4 years ago) and after we walked out of the room , he was amazed at how noisy the gym really was. And he said he was calm and could handle any problem ~no matter how big or complicated it was. And if the BLDG was on fire he said he could still remain calm. 


When teaching this Kriya , I realized it was better taught to people who were ready no matter what, liked to chant~willing with no fear to learn, were already really excellent at breathing or doing practice of breath (weather it was meditation breath or not). In other words, if you shallow breath mostly and have problems with breathing~ you usually will stumble, hold breath, and get frustrated while trying to do this kriya or any mantra practice.

Saturday, July 24, 2010

Time Frames, that darn linear time illusion

No matter how many days went by , I practiced this Kriya. The old practice what you preach became the herd and was the unheard. Each practice was a search for the unknown a balance a answer.. Only knowing that I had to live each day of my life either in search or content with in. How to use this power of tuning my self up. Like you tune a car, or instrument, or radio channel, . Tuning into myself and learning how to turn out the joy of serving and helping other beings . Time was holding a grudge on me, I knew that time would tell, however I also knew it would not matter. What was time? And the only true thing I could depend on was my practice of the discipline . It would only turn me inside out not turn on me, never to leave me, never letting me forget the benevolence of its truth only I could second by second+~ minute by minute ~ living life through its vibration . You clean your body before you leave the house, or you clean out your house, you exercise your body and mind~ your meditation puts a balance of the opposites in a merge of love that you learn to use through activated  wisdom. It is not always easy going and you learn to flow in other directions to get to your hearts turning emotion into Bhakti~ Devotion~ Guidance through heart opening to knowing we are a reflection but a thought and can change direction with individual energy by taking the path to the heart we love our selves by loving others , even those who we think are against us, really its another part of yourself reflecting back to you your shadow side. Do we run away again, usually yes, or we practice something else. You will come back to what works for you when you realize it all gos to the same source~ god made many different religions~ this bothers some , or those of some don't see this. He did it , to make all these different paths~ so everybody could find a light~ so we all with sight or with out , happiness he~she~unknown~nothingness is constantly serving happiness~ serve yourself the discipline of love ~practice~ share~ serve yourself will lead to serving and healing and expanding your light with other beings~ Hu~light~being~be light.http://www.destination360.com/europe/uk/london/big-ben/virtual-tour

Wednesday, July 21, 2010

Falling in love again with GOD and making friends

This Kriya brought me back to Faith in the constant Flow of the divine river of LIGHT from the heavens ~Universe~ all merged into one~ Guru,Cosmic Christ,Divine Mother, seed DNA father~ human vessel traveling a World Ocean wearing the armor of love~pure Love ~for all being one I AM IN TRUTH

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

A Vessal of love, no limits , you are limitless, you are boss of your body, divine control through sadhana

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-=) ALL LOVE GO BEYOND YOUR LIMITS

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LOVE to YOU ALL

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Ganpati Kriya power of awareness

As My Spiritual journey continued with a love and fatigue of practicing Ganpati Kriya , I began to change my behaviors in positive ways. Still a human with emotional responses and no knowledge of Non Violent Communication Techniques at this time in my life, I had lost the ability to cuss . This made some of my rock band friends uncomfortable . My stillness and my ability to pick up on the subtle cues of human behavior was strong and obvious. The ability to connect with the other side and here the unheard was helpful and annoying . And the ability to get around obstacles in my life was always possible. This kriya is also called the impossible to possible kriya~ and that beheld the happiness no matter how difficult things got.

Sunday, July 18, 2010

The move back home was a karmic cleansing

My meditations were the nectar my soul fed from. the duality of the 3rd dimension and work had to merge with my meditation practices. I was walking and dreaming awake in both worlds. Ganpati I did early in the morning around 4 am before I would train some one at the gym. I also taught my yoga classes . When I was sick I still did my Ganpati Kriya even if it meant laying down on pillows periodically do deal with my weakness from sickness. I got around with no problem, and eventually my car was done . My grandmother then let me use her car. My grandmothers house became my walled garden a safe haven away from the cruel world. I also worked at my Dads bait and tackle shop and cleaned basements for a cleaning service.Nothing was perfect except I had become in the constant flow of the river. Even had yoga camp ~  would do my meditations before sadhana and during the White Tantric breaks.

Saturday, July 17, 2010

Soul journey with Ganpati kriya ~ moving back home

Little did I know that when i moved back home ~ I would be there for almost 4 years. Ganpati had become my spiritual glue along with a bunch of other meditations. Upon arriving at grandma's who didn't get the message that I was on my way~ my dogs struggled to survive the car ride with all the car smog in the car. I parked in grandmas drive way in a panic~I went to the front door, knocking frantically. Grandma was scared and got her gun out. Luckily she finally figured out it was me, thank god I didn't get shot.

Moving from Old farm house to Grandma's house on Bombs day,labor day and UT fooutball game weekend

Certain bridges had been blocked off, and when i was in the packing process ~ well I was packing not just my stuff, but moving out or leaving behind what other fellow room mates left behind. This meditation , well kriya ~ Ganpati was bringing closer to god and realizing I had the power to change directions~ even if my family wasn't a welcoming party.
Dad helped hall most of it from knoxville back to my home town ~Oak Ridge~and Marlowe, Clinton. There I would stay with my Father, and some with Grandma. Not to mention I was also bringing home 2 dogs and the only place they could stay was grandma's and she already had 2 gray hounds.

I had no Electricity in my old farm house

I had no way to listen to music, and I had no batteries. I had only the sound of my voice. I had only lamps and candles. No way to cook. No Electricity means you can't run lights, or TV's, or hot water.

Friday, July 16, 2010

Ganpati Kriya

http://www.jaidev.biz/gunpatimed.html

I did this kriya for 3 years and 90 days everyday for 31min.
At the time I was living in a old farm house with no electricity . My car drank more than I did, as I had to pour oil in it everyday. The car was falling apart.

I had originally started doing it for 11 min, however, when I stoped doing it, things in my life would fall apart. I wanted to pick a meditation or kriya to master. And it seemed like the Ganpati Kriya was the spiritual glue helping to hold my life~ the calamity it had become~ together. So I decided to start doing it again and I increased it to the full 31 min.

I get a lot of questions about this kriya so I figured it would be great to start a blog on all of my experiences with it. And it will take some time to get all the information into this blog.

I get questions , complicated questions, about eye positions. Keep the eyes closed, that's all. It will be a challenge for the rest of the duration of doing the kriya to keep the eyes closed. Nothing is perfect. your spiritual self , if you choose to master this kriya, will guide you and take over eventually. Do not start over, if you open the eyes,just make a mental note and keep going. That's the other mantra~ keep going to keep up and you will be kept up. 

I felt like doing this meditation kept my car running. I felt like it was making me unstoppable. I also picked this kriya to increase  my dharma~ and it was delivering god power to me quite well.

Well, i have lots to tell, so now I'm blogging about. Keep up with this blog and if you have questions~ I will answer them in this blog. KEEP UP~ When it comes to doing this kriya I say~ JUST DO IT AND KEEP GOING TO KEEP UP!
Well i had my good days and hard days doing this kriya. I even did it when I was sick. I finished doing this kriya while I was pregnant with my son Rama. So i have plenty of experience to share and will do so in this blog now. 

In the beginning I had listened to this Mantra in music. When I started doing the kriya I had no electricity so I did not depend on listening to the mantra musically to do the kriya. It is ok or om k to listen to music with this mantra in it. I have even created my own since then. Please don't depend on listening to this mantra musically to do it. Listen eventually to your own sound your voice makes, either out loud or internally, listen to yourself chant~ don't become attached to having to play it to chant it~ you will just create a handicap to deal with on down the road~path not always taken by many.