Time Frames, that darn linear time illusion

No matter how many days went by , I practiced this Kriya. The old practice what you preach became the herd and was the unheard. Each practice was a search for the unknown a balance a answer.. Only knowing that I had to live each day of my life either in search or content with in. How to use this power of tuning my self up. Like you tune a car, or instrument, or radio channel, . Tuning into myself and learning how to turn out the joy of serving and helping other beings . Time was holding a grudge on me, I knew that time would tell, however I also knew it would not matter. What was time? And the only true thing I could depend on was my practice of the discipline . It would only turn me inside out not turn on me, never to leave me, never letting me forget the benevolence of its truth only I could second by second+~ minute by minute ~ living life through its vibration . You clean your body before you leave the house, or you clean out your house, you exercise your body and mind~ your meditation puts a balance of the opposites in a merge of love that you learn to use through activated  wisdom. It is not always easy going and you learn to flow in other directions to get to your hearts turning emotion into Bhakti~ Devotion~ Guidance through heart opening to knowing we are a reflection but a thought and can change direction with individual energy by taking the path to the heart we love our selves by loving others , even those who we think are against us, really its another part of yourself reflecting back to you your shadow side. Do we run away again, usually yes, or we practice something else. You will come back to what works for you when you realize it all gos to the same source~ god made many different religions~ this bothers some , or those of some don't see this. He did it , to make all these different paths~ so everybody could find a light~ so we all with sight or with out , happiness he~she~unknown~nothingness is constantly serving happiness~ serve yourself the discipline of love ~practice~ share~ serve yourself will lead to serving and healing and expanding your light with other beings~ Hu~light~being~be light.http://www.destination360.com/europe/uk/london/big-ben/virtual-tour